Wow. Ive really been neglecting this site… mainly because I forget it exists. Iwas recently reminded because of PEI Encyclopedia
Im really bad at this
I constantly forget about it :/ Hmm… lets do an update of sorts.. shall we? Andrew and I have decided to work out our problems… we have a lot. But there are many obstacles within any relationship that’s worth something. Im working 2 jobs… and its SUMMER! my most favorite of all the seasons! Im thinking about going back to school and taking Office Admin at NBCC. ...
wow its been a while! well im out of school.. graduated with a 95% overall :) Um.. my brother has been moved to Spring Hill NS. for 28 months… -counting down the days.. i miss you lil brother- My relationship is amazing. Best Ive ever had. Healthiest Ive ever had. Its almost wedding season.. so Ill be busy busy busy! Anyways Im still alive. Just been busy lately. :) Smile Xo Melina
You are going to make a million mistakes in your life…. the trick is to learn from every one of them. Love you lil bro.
Loyalty, Honesty, Trust. everything a friend should have.
what seems IMPOSSIBLE…is just something that’s never been done...– Kandee Johnson
School is taking up my life!
Projects, Projects and more projects! Finished 2/3 and working on the 3rd and final tomorrow ( I have a day off of class) The boy is away for a week.. Sugarloaf for snowboarding fun. Hoping he comes back to me in one piece! He met my mom last night .. and that went very well! she really likes him :) YAY! life = wonderful these days. Heres a quote for today.. what seems...
well Im almost done classes :) and soon Ill be a certified Makeup Artist in the Province of NB. SO excited! Also… I have a New Boy. :) His name is Andrew.. and he’s absolutely wonderful. Life is good. Busy these days… but good.Heres my boy.. after he let me make him into a zombie for a project for class. <3 he makes a very cute Zombie. haha
Oh wow! its been a while!
Life is beautifully confusing…. the moment you believe you have something all figured out… it shifts and bends to create something else. My ex and I have tried to be friends recently… but shes no longer the same person.. i dont even see a glimmer of the person she use to be. we ended our friendship. Maybe someday she will realize the person she has become.. cant hold a light...
Just bought a FCKH8 t-shirt! if u dont know what it is… check out the website www.fckh8.com maybe uve seen it on youtube.!
Happy Thanksgiving Fellow Canadians!
The things im thankful for.. Amazing friends Family Electro and Super nintendo. <3 lol and a lot more.
Dont let your hurts of yesterday, ruin your hopes...
Hello ladies, and gents! Its been a little while since Ive written! by now i think we all know… I LOVE KANDEE JOHNSON.. well if you dont already follow her on youtube.. or any of her blogs.. you should. She’s not JUST a makeup guru.. who shows you how to apply makeup.. She also inspires you.. brightens your day.. and is genuinely a sweet, loving caring person who has a GREAT...
dontlosethatcreativity asked: Hellooo. So I found your blog by searching for dermatillomania. I have it too, and I started up a support blog for it. Please, check it out if you feel so inclined. :]
…. I miss you sometimes…Mandy.. this...
New things on the horizon!
Im thinking of starting a new blog… or maybe a Vlog on youtube… seeing how there is a real lack of chick gamers out there… I feel like im the last of a dying breed.. (or a very rare gem.) hahah. I know im going to continue on with this one also .. but I may change the direction this one takes.. we will see. ALSO I just cut and dyed my own hair again… what do u think? ...
Single.. and loving it?
Never have I thought Id see the day… where Id say these words. But as it stands right now.. Im loving every minute of it. Being a shameless flirt… :) Thanks to John for being a complete douchebag… after me giving him a SECOND chance after 6 years of his pursuing me.. yeah thanks. he definitely didn’t restore my faith in people… Now ive decided I WILL NOT give my...
Drowning... Too much to take..
Wow.. It’s been a little while.. Well right now I’m struggling pretty bad with numerous things.. And trying to stay positive and find the silver lining.. It’s really hard.. And exhausting.. I feel like I’m drowning.. Praying for a miracle
Imagine.. none of this is real..
stop well i just dance the way i feel stop breathing imagine none of this is real - Ou est Le Swimming Pool
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SLLlSDpdPdE RIP Charles…
Chances.. I give too many
He asked if Id give him time to figure things out. He wants to move to Freddy.. but hes not sure yet. He didnt want to get serious and then decide to leave… which is ok. I agreed.. but im not holding my breath.
A video about the horrors against women in Juarez
A video about whats been going on in Juarez to women… watch it..educate yourselves! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8wR1MVdDmUA
Femicide should NOT be glamorized
Im talking about the recent MAC controversy.. and if ur not aware.. Their new collection is supposedly created by 2 designers who based the colors and names on border cities in Mexico where they had gone on a holiday.. thats all fine and dandy right? well.. not so much when they name these colors after places who force their women into very low paying jobs similar to sweatshops.. and there is a...
Just a lil something for u to dance to →
Head Vs Heart
I love when we wake up and u smile at my ridiculous morning hair <3 and kiss my forehead and tell me im beautiful without any makeup on.. everything is always wonderful in its beginnings ( if in fact, this is a beginning)… but im keeping my heart guarded. Thinking with my head , and not with my heart is so foreign to me…
I have them… when u look at me… when i think about you.. I didnt think i could possibly feel this way for someone ever again… Im also terrified to tell you…. my confidence is shot these days… what should I do?
Aug 1 Sagittarius: Unconditional love is the deepest kind. Offer this powerful...– My Purerave horoscope.
It would be our anniversary today… But.. shes spending our day with her childfriend. </3 my heart breaks.. how can someone change so much.. so fast… and not for the better?… I just dont get it… she was my best friend in the whole world.. my everything..
In the water... I am Beautiful..
Beach today? I hope so! Just waiting on the boys to figure out what they want to do.. Went to the beach last night with some lovely ladies.. lol had so much fun <3 Finished all my student loan things… super pumped for the Yellow/ Green party this weekend :D!! eeeeeeeee!!! lol Omg went makeup shopping with Angela yesterday Bought Lise Watier Magnifix, Makeup finishing spray.. ive been...
My OCD / Anxiety Disorder(s)... part 1
As explained by myself… It started in 2008… when My ex and I had broken up..Thats when my Anxiety had gotten out of control.. When I would think about the situation..Id start attacking my face.. Id pick the skin..and tiny hairs you cant even see on my face.. it wasnt too bad earlier on.. But it began to get pretty serious quickly.. Id then do it whenever I was alone with my...
Love is like Heaven… But it hurts like Hell..
Love is like Heaven… But it hurts like Hell..
Head Vs Heart.
How do you begin to tell someone you like them? Im debating constantly… should I?… shouldnt I?.. If I do… what should I say??.. I always seem to say all the wrong things.. and everything comes out backwards in an inside out sort of confusing way. I have the hardest time explaining myself anyways… and explaining my feelings are 100 times worse. The only person I made...
Whenever I’m alone with you You make me feel like I am home again Whenever I’m alone with you You make me feel like I am whole again Whenever I’m alone with you You make me feel like I am young again Whenever I’m alone with you You make me feel like I am fun again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I...
Broken.. Beaten.. Bleeding..
I was so excited to meet my friend Stefan’s friends last night… we were going to the grand opening of a bar.. I was dressed to the nines… did my hair and makeup all cute.. everything was going fine.. until He said bisexuals are just confused.. I asked him why he said that.. and he said because they just dont pick a side.. My response is.. Why should I? that bothered me…...
The setting sun
Went camping with some lovely ladies last night :) Had a great time! Great talks, Great laughs! Im feeling a lot more like myself lately.. and it makes me smile <3 Playing with Ideas for makeup for pride.. Came up with an amazing look <3 everything just feels right lately…. <3 I cant stop smiling *giggles*
My heart.. is my own.
I… think i might be crushing on someone right now.. But im so unsure… I need to keep myself guarded. I will not give my heart away so easily this time.
Just remember.. to fall in love.. there's nothing...
I just heard the newest Chemical Brothers song last night… called Swoon.. And thats exactly what im doing right now over this song. <3 Its so simple.. so smiley… so beautiful. ” Just remember… to fall in love There’s nothing else.. There’s nothing else” Its actually reminds me a lot of an older song.. Called 9PM by ATB I think From waaaaaaay...
The quiet things that no one ever knows...
I really haven’t had too much going on lately.. Ive been being really creative though <3… Im reconstructing a bunch of old T-shirts Ive had forever.. and making them into something more interesting. <3 Working on new makeup looks.. preparing for school.. and trying to look at everything in a positive light.. which is hard for me.. im such a pessimest.. mainly because all ive...